Dec. 2/07 – 2 bad dreams in a row……
Sweet dreams every night or no dream at all. Just a simple wish. I don’t cheat, don’t lie, don’t betray people and don’t do bad things to others because I so want to have a good night sleep with a clear conscience. But why do I still need to wake up to these nightmares of De being kidnapped by his dad’s debt collectors every now and then? And all these bad dreams seem somehow related to my De’s dad. The lesson here? Never get into a relationship with people with addiction issues and thinking you can change them. Not worth the risk! And certainly, not worth my peace of mind and my sanity.
I felt so depressed and couldn’t stop crying. Can’t get back to sleep so I decided to come down and write this blog instead.
Bad Dreams = 3