It was pouring out all day long. I have been super busy and stressed this whole week due to many problems with work but I still make time to go and buy grocery to cook for kids since I have promised to cook every Wed.
Buzzed both Kel and Jo about dinner tonight already. When dinner was ready, De tried to wake Kel up but he won’t wake up so later I went upstairs to get him. He said that he was tired then I said but food was ready and fresh. Kel then quickly got up and came down but in a very bad mood. He ended up banging the fridge for a drink then quickly ate only 2 pieces of pork ribs and didn’t bother with the maui ribs that I made especially for him. Pissed off, he ran back up to sleep again.
I feel so sad that I have to put up with his attitude. I didn’t even do anything wrong to deserve this. Pan, De and nanny all felt the tension too. Why is everyone so ungrateful? Why is everyone taking me for granted? I have no obligation to cook cause that’s what the nanny is hired for. I only wanna cook because I love my kids and I know they don’t like Chinese food. I didn’t go out of my way in the pouring rain weather to prepare dinner knowing that I would end up feeling this hurt!!! :(((
Are kids here in this life time to “pay back” or “give back” due to past life?