April 9/09. Assignment #1, 20 mins of writing: Meditation on a kindness
Dearest Kam:
I am sitting in my memoir writing class now. We are being asked to write down what we meditated on. During the last 20 mins of meditation, images of you popped up and memories of our old times also came up to life one scene after another…..
You were actually the only one who were with me through all my 3 negative net worth stages. You walked my single parent’s path with me. You were there to be Kel’s mentor. You were always there for me in my time of need….
You demonstrated to me what unconditional love is. You showed me how to love unselfishly. You are still the wisest man I have ever encountered. You are still the only person who know me more than I know myself.
I know that if I were in comma, without a doubt, when I woke up, I know you are be the first person I would see sitting next to my bed.
You have taught me so much about life and you supported me in every big decision I made. You actually spoiled me so much that I don’t think I will ever be able to find a life mate because I naturally used you as a standard when it comes to men… And so far no one has ever come near you…
I can see very clearly that we will grow old together. It’s been months since we talked but the greatest thing about us is that we can always start from where we leave off.
Time can never separate the unbreakable bonding we’ve created over the last 14 yrs. Time will keep moving forward but history will always remain the same. I will never forget how you stood by me during my toughest times to comfort me, to support me, and to lend me your shoulders to cry on. You are truly one of a kind; truly irreplaceable!!
Thank you very much for showing up in my life. Thank you for being the only X that never hurt me. Thank you for being the only X that never cost me a dime. Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you, thank YOU for being KAM…… 🙂
Love you always!
Amy